Ask Help from Your Crush to Get Rid of Your Crush

Have you ever confessed your feelings to someone only so you could get rid of it?

That’s what happened to me.

I don’t expect all of you would actually understand it. You see, this guy and I are in the same fellowship. I liked him because he happens to be my type. Physically, that is. Long story short, I finally realized that I had a huge crush on him because I couldn’t focus whenever we had a fellowship together. His face like haunted me everytime I closed my eyes. In the end, I asked for help from our leader so she could be a mediator between us. I don’t wanna sacrifice my quality time with my heavenly Father just because of such silly thing. And I bet so does him. Thank God, we’re like brother and sister now. I always laugh whenever I remember the time where I was like ‘I don’t think I can do it! It’s impossible for me! Would you help me, please?? I can’t even stand being around you without sweating and nearly having a heart attack!’. And he was like ‘Sure. We’re gonna fight it together. Just do your best and I’ll do mine.’

Haha.. So much for asking help from a crush to get rid of a silly crush.

To The Ends of The Earth

Love unfailing
Overtaking my heart
You take me in
Finding peace again
Fear is lost in all You are
And I would give the world to tell Your story
Cause I know that You’ve called me
I know that You’ve called me
I’ve lost myself for good within Your promise
And I won’t hide it
I won’t hide it
Jesus, I believe in You
And I would go to the ends of the earth
For You alone are the Son of God
And all the world will see that You are God
You are God




I’m mentally worn out for the past week. There’s something happened that has changed the way I think in just one second. Something that the world might think we, people who believe it, are lunatic. Something called ‘miracle’. If you don’t believe in miracle, you can stop reading this. I’m not gonna explain what kind of miracle it is anyway.. =P To be honest, I was shocked the time they told me about it. I mean, really, who in their right mind would believe such impossible thing?? But then again, this is our Father we’re talking about. =]
I needed more than 24 hours to comprehend it until I broke out into tears for it was unbearable. Too many thoughts that I might be going crazy. But of course you know that it’s not the worst possibility. I’m so grateful that I haven’t lost my faith in Him yet. I know that it’s Him that has touched my heart with His love. He’s covered me under His wings, shielded me from any bad thoughts that might intimidate me. I can never find someone like Him for He’s my one and only Father. I know but can you please excuse me for claiming Him mine only in my blog? Thank you.
Back to the point. I was a stranger yet I was heartbroken at that time. I just couldn’t think how much broken his family hearts’ were. These past few days we’ve been struggling, praying, crying, and hoping that He would do exactly what He’s said. Whatever may happen, we choose to keep our faith; trust Him in even every most impossible way. One thing for sure, we can’t use our brain to understand Him. There’s no part of Him that says ‘logics’. People might say we’re stupid, crazy, or whatever helps them sleep at night. It doesn’t matter as long as we are mattered for Him.
So, my brother Yero, keep believing in Him. ^^



If you’re still here now, it’s nothing but because of His love and mercy. He’s everything you’re ever gonna need. He’s our everything. =) God bless you all.. <3